Hi guys,

Thanks for visiting.. I’m sorry to disappoint you yet again. August has been a very busy month for me.. I’ve been chasing around this month. There was SingFest, where stars like Katy Perry, Kanye West, Smashing Pumpkins, Tokio Hotel, 30 Seconds to Mars and more were performing. Then came our National Day and the Youth Olympic Game, which we are hosting. And coming soon is the closing..And lastly not to mention, the preparations for Hari Raya. The spring cleaning, baking, etc.. I really tried to find time but I can’t. Sorry if I have kept some of you waiting. I’ll be posting again in September.. Till then, have a good day!

 

August 23rd, 2010 by Cashmere | 5 Comments !!

 

I’ve actually done up my Vietnam / Mui Ne trip.. Went ahead to publish it but the page appeared blank.
But when I want to edit my post, everything’s there like what it’s supposed to be..
Now I’m so frustrated with this WordPress glitch.. It’s not my first time experiencing this..
It’s so frustrating.. after all those words I’ve typed and the pictures I uploaded… It’s quite a lost post.
Why is this happening???????? I’m so, so pissed right now..

I’ll try to fix it when I’ve calmed down.. I’m heading to Bali in 6 hours time and I’ve yet to sleep… -_-
Gotta go and catch some snooze now.. I have internet access there so will be updating from there when I have the time..

In the meantime, if you haven’t read my Vietnam Trip Day 1 post yet, you may read it here.

Thanks WP for spoiling my day and my mood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

July 14th, 2010 by Cashmere | 8 Comments !!

Dear daddy,

A year has passed.. How time flies by soo fast. It really doesn’t feel like a year. The memories are still fresh and emotions can still be felt.. I can still remember the day so clearly. The face of yours I’ve never seen before. How’s your new home? I hope they have already build you a better one like how they had promised us just so that they can keep you there. Did they visit you all the time as promised? Or were you totally ignored? I really wish you are here instead of over there so that I can visit you whenever I want to.

Anyway, the case is still unsettled. Useless lawyers hired by your wife are not doing their job properly and even pointed fingers at others (your children). Unprofessionals.  Sometimes I feel like as if there’s a conspiracy going on.  The blardy gold-digging woman still trying to dig out every single cent from whatever she can lay her hands on. She wanted to sold everything you owned. She already sold some without our knowledge. I’m sorry if they are meaningful to you. Some things are just beyond my control. If only you had listened to me  and heeded my advises… I know, at least u listened to my naggings… but you still do nothing. So, no credits for you there.

That fateful day was a very sad day for me. To be honest with you, I’ve never cried that hard in my entire life. BUT maybe there’s a blessing in disguise, truth has been shown and revealed, releasing hideous monsters from my life.  I’ve accepted and embraced the fact even though it was very difficult initially. I believe God has his reasons and has plans for all of us. Lastly, I’m sorry for not able to visit you.. You know I would really love to. I’m sure you’ll be able to understand why and I hope you won’t be sad or disappointed. (Please don’t be.. I’ve had enough regrets..) I hope my prayers have reached you. Will continue to pray for you and the rest and maybe we’ll meet again when my time comes and if it’s God’s will.. Do take care and please know that you’re never forgotten.. I hope you’re happier now. Nevertheless, it definitely still remains as the day I wouldn’t want to remember…

Lots of love,

Your daughter.

May 24th, 2010 by Cashmere | 12 Comments !!